If I Had a Moment

If I had a moment, to tell you how much I miss you, I’d be smiling through my tears. I’d tell you the moments I remember, even though I never had you. The feelings that have forever existed but never had the chance to show in it’s true form. They say that the twin flame...

51 Years Young

It’s Tuesday. I COULD go dancing but I’m so enjoying just sitting here and relishing in everything I’ve accomplished these past few years. Not just material or career accomplishments but rather personal. My growth as a woman has been leaps and bounds in just 2.5 years. I am 51 and I understand now when people...

Pictures Don’t Always Represent the Truth

TRIGGER ⚠️ WARNING(the following post may result in some anxiety to build up even if you aren’t going through it too 🤷🏼‍♀️ ) ⛔️ This picture is not the picture that would show this grown woman having had a breakdown just a couple hours ago. The picture you didn’t get to see was that of...

Thank You

If you read this and the shoe fits then it’s for you To those who couldn’t love meTo those who wouldn’t love meTo those who didn’t appreciate meTo those who spoke poorly of meTo those who lied about meTo those jealous of meTo those who used meTo those who stole from meTo those who befriended...

The Sweat of My Brow

The sweat of my brow can indicate many different things. That fear has crossed the threshold causing a fight or flight reaction That nervousness has taken ahold of my internal barometer That external temperatures have set off perspiration But my favourite is the overpowering feelings I get when you walk in the room. The butterflies that...

Yo Aquí, Tú Allá

Yo aquí y tú allá. Pero tengo fe que un día nos encontraremos y todo se unirá como si jamás hubo distancia. Dios sabe quien eres y aún más me preparará para ser tu media naranja -- esa mujer que se asegurará que nunca te falte ese sabor que tus labios anhelan. Yo no se quien...

Winging Parenting

Parenting...the ever eluding masters degree. Parenting is not a skill that can be fully honed via reading books or blogs or listening to your parents about parenting. I am literally parenting by the seat of my pants. Winging it like I did with Algebra class. Close my eyes and point to an answer and hope...

A Woman’s Mystery

Discovering a woman's mystery is a man’s greatest conquest but when a woman discovers her mystery...it is the greatest gift to herself. Yes ladies, we are mysterious and often times we are a mystery to ourselves. We are in a constant flux of learning about ourselves. We are capable of understanding ourselves, healing and improving...

Dear My Younger Self…

Dear My Younger Self, You are told you are ugly, but you are beautiful and will be more beautiful as an adult You are told you are unwanted, a mistake, a horrible reminder of your father, but you will grow up to be loved and adored You are told that you were to be aborted--the...