If I Had a Moment

If I had a moment, to tell you how much I miss you, I’d be smiling through my tears.

I’d tell you the moments I remember, even though I never had you.

The feelings that have forever existed but never had the chance to show in it’s true form.

They say that the twin flame is a direct reflection of who you are-a mirror soul-but sometimes are never united. The magnetic pull is strong whether close or far or no matter what stage in life they are in. It is the one person who can trigger the worst and the best but leaves the soul in unrest when not together. they teach you the most about yourself and vice versa. It is an aching for what could have been as if somehow there was an entire life before this one where oneness existed far in the distant past.

The feelings, connection and spiritual vibrations never cease to exist, they are strong and real. A decade has passed and still the longing exists. To what end? When will it end?

When I had a moment, my words fell on deaf ears. The aching exists and there isn’t much to do about it. It is what it is. But if I had a moment, if allowed a moment, I would wrap my arms around you and never let you go.